i loved you all the time...

you think you got a lot of friends
but one day youll dont hear from them
one day you will be alone
on your own
and then you know
how i feel everyday
how i live everyday
how alone i am
then you know my sad life
every night i walk down the street
i have to think who you meet
your friends and you
you got lots of fun
and i start to run
i dont know where
but i want away
away from you
away from your friends
away from this city
away from this world
i wanna be dead
but before ill die
ill write you a letter:
hey boy
why did you ignore me
all the time
ive done everything you wanted
but you didnt mind
what did i do wrong
i dont know
but now it doensnt matter
cause im dead
im dead cause
no one liked me
no one loved me
no one paid attention to me
and now no ones missing me
thats why im dead
i hope you understand me
i loved you all the years
it was love on the first sight
but you didnt pay attention to me
you kicked me if i was down
you and your fucking friends
anytime i said to me
that i hate you
but that wasnt true
i couldnt live without you
you laugh at me
and i was sad
but now it doesnt matter
cause im dead...
i blew my brain out of my head
and then i was dead
the letter was lying next to me
and then you found me
i was lying in the forest
where you are everyday with your dog
you saw me and you cried
and then you saw the letter
and you readed it
you bursted into tears
and you had guilty conscience
you took the pistol that lies in my hand
and then you said to me
i die for you
cause i loved you
all the time...