Wouldn't hurt you

I said I wouldn't hurt you ever.

But now I'm not sure

wheter I did it or not.

If I did, I want to die...

die now!

Because that was it

what I wouldn't do ever.

I've said to you,

that I'm not as stupid as pther people,

but now I think I'm only worse.

I hope you know what I mean

but I won't make you care.

It isn't important to you"

I want you to be happy

and what I reach is pain.

But I don't want that you feel pain

because of me...

But now I have done so stupid things.

And I hate myself because of that.

Hate myself because of you pain...