It's behind you
It's lurking to leap against you
Not a monster, memories live much longer
A paralyzed heart full of pain and full of sorrow
Could end today and never end tomorrow

I've got to rest next
It's the past that keeps me waiting for a vague time
Need a kick sick what's the trick to light
reasons and to move out of the gap
I'm trapped in a sad head and I gad about the past

What's the name of my retreat
invisible strength in pain and insane
Can't chop up the chain the background so far
And I'm falling again

The past is a mystery
Hard to forget and easy to kill
It's not like history
The page of a book I could read when I look