Gackt – Paranoid Doll Lyric

Captured, with nowhere to escape, my heart has become immobile.
Unable to see even my own emotions, I turn my eyes away.
The wings held in my palm are like butterflies,
Wanting to fly but are unable to do so.

You should just live your life to your convenience.
I will never make you have to say you're suffering.
I hear these kinds of temptations at the base of my ears.

I constantly seek freedom, but am unable to find it,
In this cruel reality with no place for me to be,
As I gaze at this unpleasant map.
My body has been cut up, and fades away in pain.
Both my memories and wishes are painfully changing their colors.
In my left hand is an unforgettable wound.
I am Paranoia.

My limbs are tied up. In my hidden pupils
I'm slowly recalling a face; is it a mere illusion ?

It'll be so much easier if you just abandon everything.
Your pain will become pleasure.
I was handed a forbidden red fruit.

Not understanding the meaning of "being myself",
I become bound to my past again and again.
Not realizing time's error, I utter "Give me that fruit. "
Unable to obtain what I want to obtain,
I'm only receiving more persisting wounds.
When I realize all this, I'm already left alone in this unfamiliar world.
I am Paranoia.

My head hanging down,
My ears unable to hear anything,
My throat unable to scream,
My feet unable to move...
I don't know if it's a dream or reality,
But I'm positive that you were looking at me.

While struggling within the murky darkness,
I have discovered myself many times,
As the red butterflies remaining in my right hand scatter around.
If I don't sleep, and instead keep on walking,
When will I be able to reach that place ?
I see your footprints on my pathway, so I can longer turn back.
I am Paranoia.